I used to complain about how she neglected me no matter how much I tried to get her attention. And then somebody I lost told me I’m just like her. I neglect people. I neglected peilin for work. I neglected Eileen for work. I neglected Mel for work. I neglected him for work? I guess. No matter how much i try each time to salvage it’s never enough. Don’t read on. The last thing I want is more people to judge me.
I wished I had rich parents. I wished I had a mum who showered more love on me than money. I wished to have a shoulder to lean on whenever. I wished to feel important to somebody. Just at least one somebody.
Why issit that everytime I feel blessed, it’s shortlived? Why do I have people who are always unhappy and quarreling around me? Why do I always have unhappy issues with people around me? Why am I such a jinx. Whenever I say fml trust me I mean it.
